An Unseen side of krazzi.

Kk, well most of you know me, as you know me now..lol But im gonna share some of my poetry i did mostly during a few times when i was going through depression for 6 months.. Anyways, these are on my website, but i decided to share them here for anyone who likes poetry or would be interested..

Btw, these are 100% created and written by me, and i have them copyrighted, so please don't copy my work.

Here Again "By Michael Owens" 2-24-04

I'm here again but not for the last time,
I'm surrounded by darkness and loneliness,
I'm on my knees like I committed a crime,
Grasping for air and searching for some closeness.

I wish I could wash away the thoughts inside,
But thoughts are all that I have anymore,
I feel unsafe and losing my pride,
I wish I had wings so I could soar.

And here again in the water I remain,
Water of tears and memories to my head,
Searching for someone to call their name,
Because there is so much that needs to be said.

I need all these feelings to diminish,
So I can stand up and get back in the game,
If only I could predict when they will finish,
And here again in the darkness I remain.



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"Taken Away" By Michael Owens 01/29/04

I gave you so much,
I gave you my love,
I even gave you my touch,
I would have even given you a dove.

But it was never enough,
You spat it all back at me,
And acted like someone tough,
But inside you are weak and everyone can see.

All you did was play a game,
And told me way to many lies,
You will always be the same,
Until your rotting corpse is covered in flies,

I treated you with love and respect,
In hope that you would treat me the same,
But in the end you treated me like a defect,
And continued to play your immature game.

One day it will all fall back on you,
And treat you the way you treated me,
Make your heart ache and fall apart too,
Then you will know what you've done to me.

That day will come to you sometime,
And now I am no longer astray,
If I ever see you again anytime,
I hope you see what you have taken away.



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"Choices" By Michael Owens 01/13/04


Everyday we are faced with choices,
Sometimes you cant make a decision,
We often get confused with many voices,
We may even just get a vision.

You should decide whats best for you,
And choose what you feel is not wrong,
But that is not always exactly true,
Making right or wrong choices makes you more strong.

You wont be sure what to do all the time,
And there will be a risk at hand,
You cant wait forever for a sign,
Time is limited like the hour-glass sand.



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"The Past" By Michael Owens 01/13/04

So many memories fill my head,
Some good and some bad,
My emotions now being fed,
Those **** memories can make me so sad.

I want to go back to the past,
And take back those stupid mistakes,
I know my past went way to fast,
And I make to many mistakes with high stakes.

I have far to many regrets,
There are some things that I lack,
I sometimes wish I could just forget,
But then again I just got to stop looking back.



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"Last Kiss" By Michael Owens 01/12/04

He kissed her sweet tender lips,
His heart in such wonderful bliss,
His hands holding on her hips,
As they shared one last kiss.

He drove off looking back,
To see her beautiful face sighing,
His heart felt like a brick filled back pack,
As he could not help but start crying.

Now he is alone and numb inside,
He never knew how much he loved her,
She wont let him come back by her side,
His true love now gone and he has no cure.



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"Mixed Emotions" By Michael Owens 10/06/03

I don't know what to feel anymore,
Mixed emotions inside my head,
I'm not who I used to be before,
Sometimes I wish to be dead.

I cannot seem to find,
The answer to be happy,
Why can't I just make up my mind,
So I'm not feeling crappy.

I don't know if it's depression,
Or me just growing up,
I hope it's nothing but a small session,
Cause I'm getting quite fed up.

I can't let anyone help me,
Because its something I must get through,
It's a new beginning I can see,
The step I'm taking is very new.



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"Changes" By Michael Owens 10/05/03

I'm lost and confused,
So many new things in life,
To many changes infused,
It feels like the edge of a knife,

I have drifted to far away,
From who I used to be,
I feel that I'm astray,
Is this a new me?

My life has new aspects,
New concepts and esteem,
New feelings and respects,
And somethings I cannot redeem,

I hope I make the right decisions,
Because this time is all I own,
No matter what the conditions,
I will show how much I've grown.



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"Emptiness" By Michael Owens

I remember a time,
When everything was fine,
Where I always felt alive,
And I always felt a need to strive.

But just one thing changed that all,
And now I feel like I'm going to fall,
I don't feel alive anymore,
I feel emptier than before.

It feels like a dark shadow,
Is constantly holding me below,
I no longer feel alive,
Or that need to strive.

My life feels like it is in distress,
But maybe its for the best,
I believe my life is becoming happier,
But strangely enough it feels emptier.



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"All I Want" By Michael Owens

All I want is to find someone,
Someone that is the right one,
That missing piece to make me complete,
Not someone that will be nothing but deceit.

I'm tired of the way I have been treated,
I wish I could find someone that makes me feel needed,
But I've always ended up hurt in the end,
Then its the same question, "will you still be my friend?"

I'm tired of the way people always judge me,
When they don't even know me completely,
I try hard to make everyone as happy as I can,
But people put me down and I feel like I'm not a man.



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"Feelings" By Michael Owens

I cannot breathe,
I cannot concentrate,
I cannot believe,
That these feelings wont deteriorate.

I have become so attached to you,
That I must confess,
I cannot go one day without talking to you,
And not feel like I'm in distress.

Is this love that I feel?
Could it be true I have found the one for me?
Or is it all just unreal,
I hope the answer comes for me to see.

But until that time is at hand,
My feelings for you will always prolong,
While I'm unable to understand,
Why my love for you is so strong.



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"Love" By Michael Owens

Some say that love is not important,
I think it is but I'm just different,
Some just say that I'm incompetent,
But no matter what I'm still considerate.

I believe I will find true love,
In this life or another,
I hope and pray to the one above,
That I find love in the world or some other.

Because a world without love,
Is a world without hope,
In a word like that none would have strove,
And in a world like that I could not cope.

Love is a beautiful thing,
Something that should never be abused,
Sometimes it makes me sing,
And often leaves me confused.



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"All Alone" By Michael Owens

I look back at all the good times,
And I remember each and every happy moment,
But now it seems they've all faded and I'm trapped in a dark mine,
I'm now lost in sadness and an entrapment.

When everything seems to be fine,
That maybe happiness will fulfill me,
It all goes away like I'm the scene of a crime,
Then I'm back to sadness and insanity.

I hope that I can be happy some day,
And feel like I am truly at home,
Rather than sadness I cannot describe or say,
But in the end I'm usually left feeling alone.

No matter how much hope I gain,
I always end up losing it all,
Then I feel like a dying rose suffering in pain,
But no matter what I shall keep hope and be tall.

I will always try to keep my head up and be strong,
Even if sometimes I seem like I am not at home,
I will not let the hatred in this world send me where I don't belong,
But I will always have a feeling in me saying I'm all alone.

What else can I say ... You are really good at rhyming..
Oh, do you drink wine while writing these

oh what jolly fun

ty for the comments.. i bet everyone didnt expect me to write poetry

you are a poptart arent you? jk nice poem about poptarts though

Wow Real Nice job. I'm only a speech/Short Story writer myself. It's mostly when I need to I'll write a speech however when I do I'm the one remembered for weeks.

gotta love it lol

whats up with this site and pop tarts lol, nice poems, u rhyme real well, kinda reminds me of how i feel sumtimes, but thats usually when im tired, and ppl dont like it when im tired....