Alright...I usually dont like to talk about it here. But I guess I can all trust you ? Eh.
It was over a year ago, For the first time ever (in 15 years) I asked to a girl to date me. Was ended with a ''No'' of course. I tried again exactly 1 month after with the SAME girl (Im not joking, Some of my friend told me I was the bravest person on earth), Still a ''NO''. Then I went depressive for LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time.I was still very strong, I didnt cryed. The school-year passed, Then the pain ended. About in November 2007, A pretty cute girl came with a letter, Some of my friend took it and said it was wrote ''I love Chris, I love Chris''(Chris is me) , I didnt see if it was true, But this friend is usally a big liar. But few days after,Something in me started to grow. I think I actually like her. If it would be so simple, Id just go for it. But of course theres a problem
Yes, I used to be scared of Nothing, But I am VERY afraid of getting an other ''No''. I wouldnt be able to take another one. I was very strong to pass over TWO shot but a Third will be too much.
So what y'all think ?
I really need Advice ASAP. (Possibly before monday)
Thanks for being nice,mature and having time to listen to my problems, You are all really good friends.

EDIT: I forgot to mention, We have pretty large age difference...I am 15, I will turn 16 this october 25th, And she's 13, She will turn 14 on January 17th 2009.