a dark poem

this poem is called Self Reflections that i wrote because i am one screwed up dude

Can someone tell me why
Why do i want to die
i sit here waiting
pondering my death
i sit here wondering
when will i put the noose around my neck
as the clouds swarm the sky
dark thoughts race through my mind
hostility follows me wherever i go
glares from unfamiliar faces, from people i don't know
with that memory in my mind
i become full of hate
yet to see if my feeling kill them before myself we'll have to wait
i wonder which way it will be
will it be slow and painful
or will it be quick and easy
i feel that i've been cursed
filled with so much self-loathing it hurts
i feel confined and blocked
only free in my thoughts
so certain is my eternal pain
it's just like when politicians lie without restrain
all this flashes through my mind
in the more mere moments before i die
i stand on the edge looking down
thinking it's a long way to the ground
as i jump i can finally rest
i reflect on my life
right up to my death

Juuuuust a little creepy.


And suicidal.

And Emo.

But all together, cool, cool, depressing, cool.


Have a nice day.

a bit creepy, sounds like it may have some sort of hidden meaning to it...