Loneliness, the feeling that knows me the best! You've spoke to the right person.
Researches have proved that Humans are incapable of being ''alone''. Thus, this mean whenever somebody is by himself/herself, he/she feels lonely. Everybody has their tolerence to that feeling. Some bloody requires people around time everytime (possibly like you) and some are more resistant to loneliness because they're used to it (like me).
So, whenever you have somekind of ''contact'' with somebody (real life or internet), you lose this feeling because you KNOW that somebody is there.
My guess is, your greatest fear is to have nobody. Probably because you were around alot of people in the past.
This is not a bad thing, this proves you care about the people around you and you need them as much as they need you.
This is not really a problem, this is a natural human feeling. You'll see, it will pass by.
Just don't become a lonely jerk who likes being alone more than being with anyone else in the world, like someone I know too much
